well....

I don't really know why I came on here. Just bored I guess. Haven't been on in awhile. I had yet another illness. This time it was a lovely intestinal bacteria. Don't I just have the luck??!! I even got a call from the Communicable Disease people b/c this bacteria can be very dangerous. We still haven't caught up with each other though. I think they might have dropped my case since it was over 2 weeks ago that I got it. Maybe there's a time frame for these things. Anyway, let me just say that when your doctor calls personally instead of a nurse, you know it's something. And you don't want to hear the words, sometimes this infection can be deadly. I'm guessing I had a relatively minor case. THANK GOODNESS! I have to go back in a few weeks, if i make it that long, to check on a few other things. I'm really praying for everything to be fine. Ok, enough of that talk....

still a little bothered by a few things in the friend department. again, things i shouldn't even be upset about. but the insecure part of me can't help it. I need to learn to take the high road and brush things off. I guess it's just b/c I've been hurt by so many people I've been close to; people I never thought would treat me that way. So I lack trust in many ways. I look forward to the day that I have someone in my life that I can trust absolutely and completely. Soon would be great!

well, i should be hearing from my sis in law any time now. we're supposed to go to dinner tonight with my dad and brother. so i'll get to see courtney. gosh i love that kid! i'm a little biased, but she is so smart! she constantly amazes me! so i should probably get off here soon so i'll be ready when she calls.

and with that, i'm out....